14/01/2010
Ten things I’d like to say to certain people. (but don’t say their name)
- You are my soulmate, chica.
- You bring out a part of me that is otherwise dead.
- You know too much about me.
- I can’t believe how much you used to mean to me, and now I can’t be bothered to think about you.
- You are one of the coolest, smartest people I know, but everything you do gives me a bad feeling.
- You are the biggest fucking douchebag I have ever encountered, but you can be so charming and nice and engaging when you want to be. And it bothers me.
- You should know that if I actually wanted to hang out, I would actually make it happen and do it (or at least in Iowa City, where I dont need a car and whatnot).
- I hate yalls now but I would not take anything back. I am a different person because of you.
- You are a much much cooler person than I am and can ever hope to be, and you deserve a millionfold more attention/friendships/relationships/anything than I have ever had.
- I wish I was the lady you wanted me to be.
Nine things about myself.
- If my parents didn’t expect so much out of me I would be out of here so quick.
- I don’t trust most people to care about my well being so I rely on no one.
- I’m dirty because I am stressed out about whatever not being clean.
- My hair is a big part of my self identity.
- When I give a shit about someone, I GIVE A SHIT. Youre lucky.
- I think too many things are going to be okay on their own.
- I hate 98% of the people in Iowa City.
- I have vivid dreams.
- I’m okay with being on my own.
Eight ways to win my heart.
- Don’t sing to me.
- Don’t be needy.
- Don’t be a little bitch.
- Give a shit about things, care about the people around you, dont be a total douchebag.
- Be clean.
- Dont shave off all your pubes.
- Tortillas. Family has a Selena cd lying around.
- Be easy to talk to
Seven things that cross my mind a lot.
- Is my hair all crazy?
- I love my friends, I love us
- Over analyze a situation…
- and then I let it go right away, most of the time.
- What will I wear today?
- Angry, judgemental thoughts :/
- Lists, what I need to do
Six things I do before I fall asleep.
- Take of my pants
- Brush my teeth
- Get in bed
- Go on tumblr
- Talk to my roomie
- Alarm clock
Five of your favorites.
- Rompers
- My girls.
- Clean laundry, clean sheets!
- CAKE.
- Warm evenings outside.
Four things I’m wearing right now.
- Shirt
- basketball shorts :/
- undies.
- glasses.
Three songs that I listen to often.
- La Tortura, Shakira
- Shawty is a Ten, Santogold/The Dream Remix
- Los Transformers
Two things I want to do before I die.
- Go places, live there, meet people.
- Find decent human beings to share my life with.
One confession.
I am in love with everyone I know.